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...and I let God See Me
01:54
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overthink
overshare
I can’t write
lyrics anymore
I just confess
holy spirit
I turned my back on you
I don’t expect anything
I just wanted to share
I am happy with my choices
I want to be the best that I can be
Not for the clerk at the desk of
literary destiny
I hope one day
someone puts together all the pieces
because I just can’t seem to do it on my own
As I open my skin I let you in
...and that’s when I let god see me
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So you wanna take me for a ride?
“Hey” you bother me every day
You never go away
“Play” is what you said you wanted
I guess not today
So you wanna meet me at the park?
“I’m here”, standing right behind you
Silver justice in my hand
“Why” is what you ask me
Holding your eyes open
I give you the gift of ocular communications
You are nothing but a fucking coward
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Cyberbullying Me IRL
01:49
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Tell one more joke
Irrelevant fuck
You all sound the same
You’re so boring
I can’t stand you
I will not be another example
Come on
Say it to my face
I want you to look at me
And see the art you made
You know you’re getting to me
When I start to cry
And my voice is getting lower
Like that man’s
As I choke myself
I remember how you cried
When you realized
I am more than just online.
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4. |
It Really Hurts :)
00:48
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It only gets worse
I
t’s hard to watch your friends hurt
It hurts to watch your friends die
It hurts friends to kill yourself
We will only hurt then die
Give it time give it time give it time
None of us make it out alive
It is easier
To take care of your
body when there is
Any hope for it
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5. |
Pink Bubblegum
01:23
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Another trans femme pulled away from her family
They support and love her but this is a felony
They have done nothing wrong, she is a perfect kid
As parents they fought so hard for their daughter to exist
They encourage trans suicide
They encourage trans erasure
They encourage the rape of our culture
They encourage bigotry
I cannot breathe
I cannot sleep
I cannot cry
I will not eat
I will not speak
I will not lie
For all the lies that you spread will crumble around you like the lives you destroyed
and we will exist together in the same fucking temples
Wake up wake up
Wake up wake up
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You call us groomers
You call us fags
You say you want to kill us all to protect the kids
We are your scapegoats
You rape for christ
You bible bash our brains out for living our lives
You want to be heroes?
You want to defend?
You are taking away human rights so I ask you what’s next?
I know that you hate me
But can you be honest?
actions are louder
than whispers
Fuck your fake tolerance and fuck your space
Of nested prejudice and unfortunate saviour celebrity
release me
And release yourself
From the grip inside your mind
that dreams of me
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Am I a good person?
I eat away my fears
Throwing up all that I swallow
For the past ten years
Looking at myself
Seeing worms under my skin
Crawling, scratching, biting
Like they need out from within
I used to use a knife
To make them little doors
Set them free from inside me
And feel their pain no more
I put down the steel
traded it for porcelain
I learned I could sing a song
And vomit through my skin
please hold me accountable
I’m trying as best as I can
To pull myself together
For my loved ones and my friends
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Mass death, For us, is what they really want
The queers, erased, was the plan all along
One planet under your god, a funeral pyre
For all the trans people who will be thrown into the fire
Cis play blind towards the violence
No one hears us scream to the void
Silence shattering inside of us
I guess that this means war
We have enough allies
we need accomplices
If violence is the question then the answer is a yes
Your choice, your vote, meant nothing after all
The cloaks, emptied, slipping through your fingers
And as, we slept, the world forever changed
Eugenics, for us, is what they really want
How the fuck will you live
With what you have done
“Think of the children”
Well now they are gone
Abandoned your churches
And leaving their homes
Outliving time
So that you die alone
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Let burn another drag
Allow the flames to feed
I’m watching time run by
I’m bitter as I breathe
Focusing on the smoke
like the cracks in both of your hands
I know that this will kill me
I will not let go
I’ll hold on to you forever
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JISEI Vancouver, British Columbia
victoria-vancouver math adjacent
false grinding
queer as in
fuck you.
no jerks allowed.
est. 2021
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